Blogging in fits and starts

My blogging tends to follow how my back is doing. It's frustrating being ruled so well by my back, but that's what it really boils down to. Blogging is a part of my ministry where I am willing to open up and explore more than what is going on, but to take a look at my motivations and my hopes. Unfortunately, when my back hurts more, I find myself curling up like a potato bug...worrying more about what's happening inside and have less and less to do with the outside world. Since they pulled the temporary wires from my back, The Nerve that has been bugging me for so long has fired up again. That's not to say all the pain was gone with the SCS but it was much better. I'm having the final implant placed in me on Wednesday sometime in the afternoon, so I can hold on until then...some days it just gets hard...